My boys often help me with the food shopping on a Saturday morning and as a way of saying thank you I buy them have a treat from the bread and pasties isle.
My eldest son chose a huge baguette and after getting in the car, he pulled of a tiny piece and offered it to me.
I was conflicted.
Whilst I was pleased that my son sought to share something I had bought for him with me, the amount he offered back was an insult.
“That’s how you are with me.”
The Father’s voice crashed in to my inward grumping.
“That’s how you are with the gifts I give you.”
The reality hit me right between the eyes. It was true.
God has given me gifts of teaching and prophecy but he has given me more than just these “spiritual” gifts. The talents and abilities I see as “natural” are actually from Him. The job that I’m currently in is a gift from Him. The achievements that I believe are due to my efforts are actually a gift from Him. My wife was declared infertile by the doctors and so all my children are a gift from Him too. And my very life is a gift from Him – I only continue to be because Jesus holds all things together
Of all these many gifts He has showered on me what I give Him back is an insult.
Too often I see my gifts as mine and use them to build my kingdom, my influence, my platform, my reputation rather than honouring the One from whom it all came.
May it never be so again.
Father, forgive me that I take all that you give me and then selfishly use it for my own ends. Let my life become a fragrant offering back to you. May I like David say:
“But who am I, and who are my people, that we should be able to give as generously as this? Everything comes from you, and we have given you only what comes from your hand.” (1 Chron 29:14)
This theme is explored in my allegorical tale “The Donkey and the King”.
This is the third post in a series called “godly children” – looking at how our children’s behaviour opens our eyes to how we behave as children of God. My introductory post was as a guest on this blog and the second (CEO or Father) can be found here.